Hello once again, all. Going to try to post more frequently from now on. I feel that I have a lot to say, and hope you are interested in reading it.
In my previous post, I mentioned that I had started seeing someone. Man, did I forget how complicated relationships are. Everything is going pretty well, but there are many variables to consider. So many people are jealous that we are together. Even a good friend of mine (or so I thought) is talking trash behind my back. It would behoove you to know the full story before you go running your mouth. Instead, he took the word of someone else. Someone who has shown to be untrustworthy on numerous occasions. I have never lied to him in all the years I’ve known him. Why not ask me my side of the story before running your mouth to my girlfriend? Trying to get into her pants? I think so. Good luck with that buddy, LOL.
My parents raised me to be a good person. Not to lie, cheat, steal…… all of the above. He should know this, as we went to the same church when we were younger. His father and mine were good friends as well. Why would he do this? Hence the title of this post. I AM CONFUSED!!!!!!
I really like her, and she says she feels the same. Most of the people exhibiting the jealousy I mentioned previously, are friends of ours. For real guys? It doesn’t anger me as much as it upsets me. It hurts my feelings something terrible. And, it causes me to have doubts about her and I. Is she going to believe the lies that everyone is spreading? Is she going to leave me because of it?
Its very hard to tell how a relationship will go when it is so early in its infancy. Hopefully we have strong enough feelings for eachother, and a steadfast will to make this work. I know I do.
To me, what really matters in life is happiness. You don’t have to be rich and handsome to be happy. Surround yourself with people you love, and happiness will be close behind. But, the most important realization that I have come to, is you have to be happy with yourself. First and foremost!!! I can not stress that enough.
I am only 33 years old, and do not claim to hold the secrets of the universe. I just have a lot to get off of my chest. And, I am hoping, that my words will help someone. Maybe see my thoughts or mistakes and learn from them. It is much less painful to learn from someone else’s mistakes rather than make your own, and then learn from them.
Well, I seem to be all tapped out for today. Good luck to everyone in your endeavours. Hope life is good to you, and love be sweet. Take care all. Until next